Sharing a post I wrote on facebook

I’ve seen so many posts/meme’s from people who are aching to kick 2016 out the door and bring in 2017.  Mostly due to celebrity deaths. Deaths of people that were known by the vast majority only for their outward presentation and not for who they really were. But anyhow — this was what I wrote: … [Read more…]

Two Months Tomorrow

Tomorrow will be December 7th. Two months since she died. Not only do Fridays in general sit in my memory as ‘The Friday the police officer told me my daughter had passed away that afternoon’, but now there is also the 7th of each month that stands out for me. And of course there is … [Read more…]

Tree time

It’s up, not decorated – though the lights are on it (but not turned on)And two little thingies for my daughter. Read the original post and comment stream on Friendica

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http://godisinthewind.com/post/153749360236/lonelygodinthetardis-its-funny-the-day-you-lose This – spot on. 🙁

Disengage

When a life ends, it’s like the entirety of what they were returns to it’s source. The emptiness and void I feel is the Lack of Her. As she withdrew from here, she disentangled, disengaged from me. Her loss as physically painful as a part of my body being removed. Soon, I hope I will be … [Read more…]

Hardest Day

Or second hardest. First hardest I guess was when the police told me she passed. Yesterday was the funeral but so many people were there.. (200?) that i had little time to be sad. Or be anything. Just do, do do… and then we had open house also for any family or friends. But today … [Read more…]