Almost a year ago I had a phone call appointment with my (young, female*) family physician. It went something like this: Me: So, I was thinking, and I've decided I want a breast reduction. Doctor : Hmm..... Me: Yeah, I mean I have degenerative disk disease in my neck, headaches, neck pain and almost 20 … Continue reading Random rant, mostly about being too short for my weight.
Being the vessel is not complacency, it is song creation.
https://godisinthewind.blog/post/738382121585000448/being-the-vessel-is-not-complacency-it-is-song The only thing that causes one being to be different from the other is the make-up of the vessel the Nameless passes through. Each human, each animal, each living thing an instrument of the Divine expressing itself.There are songs that are deep and chocolatey, velvet and darkness. There are sweet melodies of joy and … Continue reading Being the vessel is not complacency, it is song creation.
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Today is the darkest day.7 years today that you've been gone, and I just miss you more and more. It's a long, tired sadness.The first weeks were sharp and life altering- physically sick and hurting, with sensations I can't describe accurately. Even though you were 23 when you left this earth, it felt like you … Continue reading 7
Two more Fridays
Two more Fridays will be the Friday before Thanksgiving here. Seven years of Fridays before Thanksgiving. The season of golden sunsets and cool evenings. The time of sunshine that is warm on the decaying leaves. The smell of chimney smoke is not far off and will chase after the aroma of turkey and pie and … Continue reading Two more Fridays
That grief thing
https://youtu.be/sBgb6pVHGuE At work today I saw a young mother putting something into her shopping cart, she had a small child with her. I don't remember if her hair was red, or blue - it was something bright - in a cut that immediately reminded me of my daughter. It's sort of weird how I so … Continue reading That grief thing
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