I miss your laughter,
The way your voice sounded when you said ‘Mom’ .
All the funny little jokes.
Your love for simple gentle things.
Link, Isabelle, Doctor Who, Nutella and Tea
Watching you with your brothers. All of them.
So many things remind me of you.
Girls with bright hair walking down the street.
The sound of the wind in the trees
Initially every single thing reminded me of you
So I had to hide from the world.
Grief has changed me –
I don’t like who I am most of the time anymore.
But I love you my sweet daughter. Forever.
And I’m trying my best.