Just an update for the sake of an update

I have a harder time lately, finding words that mean anything to type out.

Two and a half years now since she passed.

Just over a year since my husband and I split up.

Almost nine months since my roomate moved in.


I don’t think about her non stop anymore and cry less frequently. This makes me feel sort of lost because even though I felt sad, I felt so close to her.

I’m glad my husband and I separated. I didn’t realize how unhappy I was until we finally split up. Something about being told that you are hated and the worst mistake of someone’s life (more than once) makes it easier to walk away.

Having this person move in has been one of the best things to happen to me in about a decade, I finally feel alive again, as though not all of me passed away when she did.


That’s all I have for now.

The newest household addition. He is a lovely fellow and gets along well with the unicorn.

The newest household addition. He is a lovely fellow and gets along well with the unicorn.


  1. I am glad to see a post from you. I think of you. So many changes in your life. I’m glad you are at peace with the split. Also very glad your roommate is a positive addition.

    It’s strange how time goes on after such a loss. We find ourselves changed in ways we didn’t expect while parts of who we are and have always been are amplified. I understand the strange lull you find yourself in. It’s some kind of emotional and mental adjustment so we can endure. Life is never right though – it’s always now diverted to an alternate reality. One we can’t escape. I wish you peace always

    • It is strange – time has lost its rhythm , and you are right I think. It makes sense that the adjustment happens so we can endure, even though nothing seems quite correct. Everything seems slightly out of tune. An alternate reality.

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