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  1. Peacenow

    I do understand. You have described much of what I experienced – especially regarding who will be there and who isn’t. I was hurt by some of this but as I was dealing with it I read about how some people can not deal with these situations – they don’t know what to say, how to be there, how to align their own feelings and be there for you. I know this was true. I had one friend in particular who fell apart on the phone when I called her. She fell apart again when she brought food to my house. She was struggling with the reality of it. It was better for me to not expect anything. There were others who just ghosted me.

    I believe your writings and weighing your belief system are good things. I believe it helps process everything. I wrote so much and my belief system is not a system – it’s things here and there. My situation was different. I sought answers in my daughter’s room – in all of her writings.

    Even experiencing this I often don’t know what to say. I hate this for you. It breaks my heart. I wrote a poem. I don’t know if you saw it. I love to see the photos of your lovely daughter. Her spirit shines. I am thinking of you…. I believe you have so much grace. I send you my love. I wish you peace.

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